New Year Resolution

I've yet to achieve my new year resolution 2008! Still slightly more than 2 months to achieve it, to be exact. Somehow it's difficult 'cos the mission to shed some kilos off has been futile due to my procrastinating attitude + my lack of determination + discipline + thanks to my family, peers and colleagues' influence' that I've grown horizontally and now it's tough work to chop off the extra chunk I've gained...Words like, "..it's ok, you're still young lah, so you should eat more.." or.."it's ok, eat first and think later.." are killer words that had been ringing in my ears almost everyday that attributes my yoyo eating habit. I'll be 'fasting' only until lunch time each day, followed by 'buffet-styled' lunches and dinner, haha. Some said I shouldn't be blaming others for influencing my current eating habit, I only have myself to blame. Damn it. Media is to be blamed for always putting up pics of slim models and beautiful people. Somehow the envious feeling sets in, so...I've to be determined within these 2 months to really kut-de-krap of eating junks...